Got issues?
Ladies, I’ve got a BIG problem on my hands… BIG…. my coffee maker is broken… or ‘brote’ (as Josh would say)… it’s dead…I’m struggling… I’m not going to lie here… this is a MAJOR issue!!! I woke up this morning and realized that it was no longer working… so I call Chris… Why? because I suppose I thought it would make his day a little brighter if I called and griped to him. Why do we do that… we wives and mothers? Am I the only one who somehow finds it necessary to call up my husband when I’m having a horrible day and decide to tell him all about it? I mean… what can HE do? (well, that’s another problem of mine I will have to address at a later time… right now I’m really upset about the coffee issue)…
so this morning I was dragging and grumpy and…well…. a HORRIBLE mess. Finally… I decided my only option.. (oh poor me… I’m so pathetic..jk) was to drive to Starbucks and get me a coffee… so I did… and my mood began to perk up. At first sip I was covered in smiles…. and I thought…
“Man, why can’t i be THIS addicted to Jesus. Why can’t I just “HAVE” to have my time with the Lord before I start my day….Why am I not all smiles and giggles from HIM?”
yes… this is sad. I’m sad.. this I know. And I have to tell you… tomorrow is going to be the same issue.. perhaps I will find myself once again on Starbucks terrain….but tonight… I’m going to pray that I may be as excited about Christ…. I may desire Him more than a soy latte.
(Gosh I’m a pathetic disgrace to Christ… what am I doing here……I need to go to bed…think tomorrow I’ll make it a double shot….I continue to digress…nighty-night all.)
